That give you butterflies and a huge ass Smile!!

"Baby, i miss you..
Only hours pass by, on my mind I can't ever think st8.
Your pictures, I look at millions of times a day.
Your smile got me wishing.
The sound of your voice replays in my head, over and over again.
Late at night I might wake up crying, cuddled up in my dreams.
The way you got me wrapped around your finger, baby that's where I wanna be.
I love it when you call me, missing your voice.
My heart beats for you.
(Lame, I know) 
I think about you being here, me being there. 
Holding eachother tight, never letting go.
Taking you out, walks with ur hand holding mine.
Kissing you as you fall asleep in my arms.
I could go on & on about how I feel. 
I just wanted to stop by and say
I Miss You <3"

-Emarika
 She is soooo fuckling Fantastic!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Nov. 09, 2011

When you can smile. lol

Im pretty happy right now... nothing to disaterous has happened to me lately. I think I am liking one of my ex's though. SHIT! but all well. Its good to have some kind of life and greats friends. Being a creeper right now, and its okay! :) Peace! <3

The sad moments..

just alone.. getting depressed again.. Don't know if I wanna beat it this time. Maybe ill just put in my head phones, go to school, find a job, go to work. and repeat this till well the end... not much else happens...
Sick of being forgotten and past off... all well shit happens right..

you said gooodbye...

You don't want me.. and I don't think I want you anymore... I just want how you made me feel... I want the person your brought out of me... I want my friend back.... I want our fun memories... I want joy again.. I wish we could go back to how it was when we first met.. but I know that wont happen... because I dont even know what our friendship was based off of....

I miss a lot of my friends that I'm missing.. that have moved on and never said bye to me.. they just forgot me... and they have someone else know... as always... I very easy to replace... I'm not that big of a deal... enough people have done it.. you would figure that I was used to it... you would be wrong... I just feel empty and sick... and I can never seem to do enough....

I miss my brother.. He is my rock.. My Best Friend... My box of secrets... I miss him so much it drives me insane.. I cant wait till February....





Good Bye Kellie... You were the first... Maybe even the last... Ya never know in life....

Im still smillinh even with my heart of sorrow... And mind of thoughts and memories....

Even when my dress is to big I feel like a fat ass cow!

I love you!!!!!!!!!